life is full of ups and downs.. so, live your life to the fullest…

yuhuu..morning everybody..it’s 4 am in da morning 27 February 2006.. am in da office..watching the torino olympic closing ceremony.. buat ape kat opis pagi2? hahah..my partner cuti..so that i’ve to replace her place, cover her jobs.. ingat nak balik je umah..belakang opis ni jek..tapi malas ..sebab.. pagi2 ni moto aku tuh malas nak idup..kene start 10 kali baru ade bunyi.. bukan apa..there’s alot of people watching me(perasan??) tak caya? kat bawah opis ni kedai mamak..paham2 jelah..mamak ni mask tak best pon org ramai..apa taknye  die nye flat skrin 42′, pasang astro..bola 24 hours.. lalala..so..bile aku turun jek.. there will be ‘mata-mata’ tgk.. kalau tak sume..sorg mesti nye la.. tu yang malas tuh.. i ni kan pemalu..

ntah ape merepek pagi2 ni..bengong tul.. esok one of my everdearest check in kat HKL..He’s going to undergo a brain surgery, he got tumor in the head..mm, don’t know why.. lately he always said that he will go away..far2 away from me..brain tumor takleh recover ke? is he will really leave me? really? is it true? i won’t be able to see him anymore? then..who will remind me to eat lunch..dinner? who will give me the support when i’m down? who will send me SMSes to wish me good morning,good night, how are u, what u doing? who will?

Jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut di tangan TUHAN.. all i can do rite now is just, praying for the succesfull of the surgery, and he will be strong to face this anticipation..Allah knows what the best for each of His creature.. i’ll do accept if He would take away my beloved..

isk..isk..don’t know what to say anymore..i don’t want to lose him..but.. mm, i hope that i’ll be able to see him again..

well..hello to all..not sure when do this blog last updated.. actually now ni kat opis..rasa cam nak ‘mengular’ kejap.. pagi tadi g pekse SPA.. ala..pekse yang nak kene keje ngan kerajaan tuh.. erm.. pagi2 bangun g mandi..siap2..makan roti 3 keping..turun bawah..panaskan enjin moto..jalan…sampai kat NPC..ramai dah org.. sorang2 till nampaklah satu muke yang biasa ku lihat.. DALILA DIYANA.. pastu TINI.. pastu ILA..HAFIZ.. i thought that i was the only dak sainskomp..yela..banyak je kete2 tu sticker utm..but non of them yang i kenal..

erm..kalau dah jumpe makhluk2 nih…panjang la cite..pastu at 9..masuk dewan..they all sume kat aras bawah.. my exam room tingkat 1..masuk bilik pekse..ade mahfudz..husnun(mamat gile glamer..ade ke lagi 15 minit pekse nak abis die baru sampai..gile nak tonjolkan diri..) oklah paper ni.. ala..soalan2 sahsiah..so, jawablah ngan jujur..

dah abis 2 jam..it’s a rest time..kuar dewan..jumpe plak solehen..pastu..ade plak minah ni..miss sharifah balkis @ sha.. roomate ku yang kuat tido dan makan masa sesama buat psm dulu.. hhhuhuhu..guess what? sha dah pakai handbag..pakai heels..mesti korang rasa bende tu normal..hihihih..yela..org dah keje.. kene rr buat gaya korporat sikit, kan sha? aku jek masih selekeh cam dulu..

taktau nak makan mana..sekali tuh nampaklah satu va ni..ade plak kosong2 kat belakang..dengan rasa tak malunye…’tumpang2..’ hahah..mahfudz bawak van.. apalagi..awek2 cun berbaju kurung ngan mamat2 smart naik van nak g makan.. derang nak g angsana..follow jelah kan? tempat makan kat ssitu tutup.. dak2 laki plus tini makan mcd.. me..ila..sha and her friend makan mcd,.. erm.. makan2..sembahyang..huhuhu..masuk dewan lambat..

masuk2 ..dah tulis2..kelam kabut gak..tapi seb baik aku nih cool orangnya.. soalan pasal pengetahuan am..malaysia, alam sekitar.. well, mana yang tau jawab..yang taktau..buat2 tau..erm..pepandai jek ubah fakta.. after 40 minuters..break 15 minutes..got another paper..my god..math..erm..buat 6 first question jek.. pastu start dari no 40.. ujian analitikal..hhuhuhu,,,best nih.. tapi..cam tak cukup masa.. tak pandai kire2 dah kot..yela..takleh gune kalkulator..manual je..congak2.. hahahah..ade gak yang main itamkan jkek.. uhuhu..apelah result esok agaknye..

tomorrow ade lagi..essay..mama..apelah aku nak tulis ni? english and malay essay plak tuh..hopefully tak merapik meraban la..apepon..wish me luck eh?

erm..ni dah tulis panjang2 nih..hopefully esok leh rr tulis banyak2..ade inputlah tapinye..oklah..ade keje..see ya..wassalam..