in da office..early in da morning..
yuhuu..morning everybody..it’s 4 am in da morning 27 February 2006.. am in da office..watching the torino olympic closing ceremony.. buat ape kat opis pagi2? hahah..my partner cuti..so that i’ve to replace her place, cover her jobs.. ingat nak balik je umah..belakang opis ni jek..tapi malas ..sebab.. pagi2 ni moto aku tuh malas nak idup..kene start 10 kali baru ade bunyi.. bukan apa..there’s alot of people watching me(perasan??) tak caya? kat bawah opis ni kedai mamak..paham2 jelah..mamak ni mask tak best pon org ramai..apa taknye die nye flat skrin 42′, pasang astro..bola 24 hours.. lalala..so..bile aku turun jek.. there will be ‘mata-mata’ tgk.. kalau tak sume..sorg mesti nye la.. tu yang malas tuh.. i ni kan pemalu..
ntah ape merepek pagi2 ni..bengong tul.. esok one of my everdearest check in kat HKL..He’s going to undergo a brain surgery, he got tumor in the head..mm, don’t know why.. lately he always said that he will go away..far2 away from me..brain tumor takleh recover ke? is he will really leave me? really? is it true? i won’t be able to see him anymore? then..who will remind me to eat lunch..dinner? who will give me the support when i’m down? who will send me SMSes to wish me good morning,good night, how are u, what u doing? who will?
Jodoh pertemuan, ajal maut di tangan TUHAN.. all i can do rite now is just, praying for the succesfull of the surgery, and he will be strong to face this anticipation..Allah knows what the best for each of His creature.. i’ll do accept if He would take away my beloved..
isk..isk..don’t know what to say anymore..i don’t want to lose him..but.. mm, i hope that i’ll be able to see him again..
