life is full of ups and downs.. so, live your life to the fullest…

maybe some of u guys dah tau yang azie budak comel ni masuk hospital kene bedah..well, i got fibroid..tau tak ape tuh? that is ketumbuhan dalam perut..masa dokto scan tu..i can see the 7 cm fibroid and the other one..smaller than that, maybe about 3 cm.. erm, masa dokto kata "u’ve got big problem girl, ade fibroid ni" rasa cam nak pengsan..mata bergenang dah.. nasib baik ade mak teman..so rasa takdelah lonely..tgk mak pon sedih.. uwaa… so i have 2 be refered to johor specialist hospital @ hospital pakar johor..

pas mak tepon abah,(g ngan mak ngan adik je)straight je pusing2 jb carik hospital pakar..huhu, nama je org johor, tapi mmg tak pas jalan2 kat jhr ni..mmg takleh jadik pemandu pelancong..well., jumpe gakla after 15 minutes pusing2.. tanya kat registration..pastu die suruh pilih dokto..ade 5 dokto..taktau nak pilih yang mana..ade 5..4 laki, sorang pompuan.. 3 china,1 melayu, 1 india.. tanye mak,mak kata ikut akak la..so i chose the first name in da list..DR MAK.. cine.. lalala..apsal tak pilih dokto melayu? ntahla..

then masuk jumpe dokto..scan lagi..kompem mmg ade 7 cm fibroid tu..die kata kalau nak buat operation..hari selasa boleh..isnin kene daftar masuk la..actually berat hati nak buat operation ni..the deposit is 5K.. erm..adik nak daftar u sabtu ni..pastu ina ngan arif pon nak pakai duit gak naik sem baru..masa tu mmg dah nangis gile2..laju jek air mata jatuh kat pipi..uhhuhhu..mak pon nagis sama.. mak kata " takpela, kalau abah takde duit, pakai duit mak..kalau biarkan, nanti makin besar pulak, akak yang susah..mak pon susah hati gak" huhu..makin banyak la plak cik air mata ni merembes kuar.. sian mak abah, kene kuar duit untuk aku..banyak kan 5000 tu?

after a long thinking, i agreed to proceed the operation.. alhamdulillah, it was a success..thanks to mak, abah, adik, arif,along, angah, mak usu, nyai, tok su and family.. uncles( uncle jep, cik amet, maman bakar) yang tolong donate darah..sebab kene ganti 4 pn darah yang kene masuk kat aku yang kurang darah ni.. thanks to ili and kawan2 kelas MCSE yang datang melawat..terharu sangat…satu kelas 14 org datang.. korang memang best,..even kita baru je kenal seminggu..thanks..doakan aku cepat sembuh tau..korang mesti rindu aku tak datang kelas..

so, to all of you especially girls, bile rasa sakit perut yang lain macam especially bila period time, glah jumpe dokto and scan.. sebab b4 this ade gak jumpe dokto but derang kata it’s a normal senggugut..so kalau ade any of ur sis, girlfriend or sedara mara yang ade penyakit camni.. do take care.. prevention is better than cure..

so..doakan azie cepat sembuh..leh lari2, rempit2.. tak sabar nak masuk kelas..rindu kat kawan2 and mr dhevan.. chow..

now is the live match between portugal and neitherland. so many yellow cards, 2 portugal players has been sent out, red cards, deco la one of them, also one player from neitherland….upss..figo has been changed.. another 5 minutes to go..can portugal survive? uhuhuh..think that this is the worst ever game i ever watched..ten yellow cards? i think.. then, the players really, really aggressive.. both team really want to make it to the quarter final.. wualla, nice save from ricardo.. another half second, 6 minutes additional time.. anything could be happened..  let see wether arjen and da gang would score a goal, make it to the penalty shot?

90 + 4 –another red card.. total up there were 4 or them.. 2 for portugal, 2 for neitherland..ermm,tiago missed a shot.. corner..will it make another foal for portugal? nope..erm, its over 6 minutes already? yeah, that’s it is.. potugal will meet england..lalalal… see ya in da quarter…

today..13th June 2006..it’s been 23 years i lived in this world..(pobondo la ayat?) ahahah..actually nak tulis semalam..(now ni dah 14 hb- baru abis game france-urmmm,…seri je)tapi semalam really ngantuk pas tgk game USA-Republic Czech..bosan gile game…cam game MyTeam lawan Malaysia arituh..serius cakap..u guys sape yang tengok kompem leh cakap camtu.. uwaaa…lombab..ntah sape2 jek bola tu di’passing’, tak best cam game sweden lawan trinidad tobago..even takde gol,tapi best bangat tengok..rasa cam aku join sekali je dak2 tu main.. hahahha..ape cite pasal bola ni? urmm..actually tgh tunggu game brazil-croatia ni.. aii..kompem esok dengar ceramah mak baru bgn ni… uwaa…

well..nak say thanks a lot pada sape2 yang wish birthday kat me myself…my family especially…thanks for the cake.. sedap..sape nak..sile datang umah…ade lagi cek simpan.. then..msg2 yang sampai kat henset..kat friendster… erm… kredit dah expired, malas nak topup.. tau2 jelah kan, dok kat umah..sume the important persons were right beside me, so no need to send sms or calling2, leh cakap straight je..   lom jumpa lagi my dear soulmate (bile?).. uhuuhuh..so, thanks ya..i wish that all my dreams and hope will be granted.. (apsal rasa ayat cam tak betul?) lantakla..

oklah..actually tadi cam banyak je nak cerita..tapi cam malas.. erm…game will start soon.. meh tgk meh samba brazil leh menang tak…aha, suke sangat lagu yang dicipta khas tuh…sape ade..best2..tgk pakcik2 tu joget2..huhuhuhu..

erm..ade lagi nak cite..tapi..lenkali la.. urm..see ya then.. daa..

"HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY for me..RAZIANA HJ OTHMAN"